Is my philosophly completely out of sync or does it actually make sense? include your opinion not the church's

I dont attend church. My opinion is that most churches are a waste of time & are not easy to understand. To fill that void I watch Joel O religiously. He inspires me, gives me faith, hope, & direction. I dont read the bible. I believe the bible is the written guidline for the world & is the holy word of God. To me, It just simply doesn't make sense and is super hard to understand. Im not knocking it because I try my best to follow the 10 comandments. I am at a very comfortable place in my spiritual world. I am a dedicated Christian and my faith and relationship with God is very strong.I speak and pray to him throughout every day and try with all my heart to better serve him. Jesus said that he lives within each and every one of us so in my belief that empowers every person to distinguish right and wrong and live a honest life. That is how I live. Not soley on church, not soley on the bible, but rather I live my life on Everyday Prayer, Open Communication with Jesus, good deeds & faith.